Friday, September 3, 2010

2day last day of sch again :( something happen again...
first! :
everytime last day of sch sure got something happening to me and meiyu... why we jus cant have a break every last day of sch last year tat matter tis year tis matter next few years how cn we survive through all the last day of sch??? 1 year got 4 last day of sch... 4 years ley ??? 4x4=16 ... so we must go though tis 16 last day of sch la?! i rather die den having tis kind of matter...

haizzz seriously everything must stop my mind and heart cnt take it le... everytime something happen my mind tink of is..... killing myself! why?!why?!why?!why?!why?!
why cant things jus stop?! why everything must be happening to me?! why u cant let me knw before calling my parents down?! why everything must be goin wrong and not goin to the right track for me?! i knew tat i have ruin my life... all! all my life! all the thing! either is good or bad i have ruin it!!! nothing cn change them back to the right track le... i have given up everything... dun have the courage to move on le...

secondly!:
i wan to have parents like some of u! if yr parents dun even give a damn about u dun forget u have true friends by yr side! dun be like me jiu okay le... anything jus go find yr friend they will be there for u ( sometimes )

yes! i dun hav dad but i have mum... my mum dun even bother me le, why i have to move on? my life is meaningless le i have friend all my friends with me de last time but now ley? he say break jiu break and den almost all my friend gone! gone 4ever! all say im the one at fault de NVM lor u happy jiu cn le! i rather im being the one who is being tortured here and dun wan u to get any problem! u cn push all the blame to me de!!! i dun mind i hack care !!! ya im the stupid 1 and u are the smart 1! u nvr do wrong things all is mine! u wan say bad things about me behind my back i seriously dun mind! haizzz...

thirdly:
wat i left now is friends... because of him almost all my friend gone 4ever! my parents hack care me dun even bother me at all den why i need bother them so much???

friends
whats friend?
wat cn i do to get them back ?
i really need them... :(

parent
yes i have mum not dad
but she dun bother about me at all!
when i needed her so much where is she?!
with her friends tats the answer
i said i needed her she say ltr
nvm lor! hack care me jiu hack care me!
why should i bother when u dun???
i hate my family 4ever!

how i wish i was not in tis world before,
i feel tat i make alot people sad or worry about me for nothing...
it makes me feel tat im useless...
so many things happening and i was hack care???
when im writing tis i cried....
so many things happen in jus 1 day!
seriously i cnt take it le...
posted by nickname:piggy on 8:49 PM