Monday, August 16, 2010

tis few day my mood is still like mountain :'( i cried tis few days because of somebody...
saturday and sunday
text him,call him and msn him wanted to talk to him nicely clamly trying to control my tears.... but in the end i ask him a question at msn"are u angry with me?" because i was like spamming his msn and handphone, no reply he oni said "no im not" den i ask him "den why no pick up my call, reply my sms and msn?" he said "no mood." i tink is because of me lor :'(...
yesterday
got tuition, trying to control my tears because he sms me say tat he really no mood, he will be mia and dun call him all tat.... and if anything happen, take care... at tat time my tears really drop le my friend saw ask me i say nothing happen oni tired so yawn... :'( after tuition went to hub wanted to study with jolene but really no mood so say no go den jingwen ask me go out so i go lor... waited for her at hub around 15 minutes and saw hwee fang lynn and rebekah.. went eat mos burger with jingwen went lan also... after tat went to meet hwee fang and lynn as they watched finish movie le... hf say she goin jubilee find her sis and mei den lynn me and 2 boy follow her lor... i went home at 8 i tink so ... text him again but no reply damn worried about him ask him wat happen he also no tell me..... called his phone for like damn many time 10+ times but no 1 pick up all tat... reach home i cried...
2day
at sch, tears almost burst out but thanks to jingwen and some people for cheering me up thanks people... after sch stayed back at canteen to do work careen follow so we went to library she also follow den we kana chased out of library thanks to her also... so we go lp to do work... in the end go canteen ... got alot of thing happen 2day... dun wanna say about it as i cried... :(

to him,
i really dun knw wat happen to u... can u at least tell me? i cried because of u, u suddenly sms me tell me those thing did u know tat i will feel sad??? last time we were fine de but why now like tat??? call u no answer sms u no reply msn like hack care jus tell me u no mood den no tell me other things le... :'( i wanna tell u everything but u now dun care me le, i use other people number u got reply and reply until very happy but why when i use my number sms u, u bu shi no reply jiu shi not happy sadsad de ??? whywhywhy??? sry tat i make u feel stress, sry for everything im really sorry, i really dun knw wat i cn do :(

to careen,
u wan cut hand isit? cn i pei u next time u cut how many i cut how many... i will remember the day u promise me those things and now u break it... u 2day beat wall 100 times but not hard de, i pei u hit i use my 100% strength hit, my hand all red... u ley??? u everytime wan irritate people de cn u try to control yrself or wat pls i beg u...

我多希望我们可以回到那个时候，
我们每天一起讲笑话，
一起打电话，
我生气或伤心时你弄我开心，
一起玩，一起做全部的东西。
我知道，我们不可能会到那时。
可是我骗不了我自已。

i cried again :( im sry tat i broke my promise to some people.. :'(
posted by nickname:piggy on 7:53 PM