Thursday, August 19, 2010

2day
sch was alright, keep telling myself tat nothing will happen everything will be fine de... some people say telling ourself nothing will happen, sure will nothing happen but tats not true... because 2day i tell myself a million or more times nothing will happen careen will not find trouble nothing will seriously happen but in the end something happen... actually was alright from starting of sch to lit which is after recess the 1 period... chinese period dun knw wat happen me also my mind suddenly tink of him... after tat took my things went to the back of the class it at meiyu sit as i no mood and my tears come out le dun wan anybody to knw it so quickly wipe off... after tat saw hwee fang goin back her class walking down from spiral staircase there so i quickly lie down and treat nothing happen if not dun knw wat she will de... haizzz... careen ng come make me again try control go out of classroom and find jolene they all den cherping call my nn at a wrong time because i seriously in a no and bad mood i shout back kana scolded by teacher... nvm lor after sch thanks to weiting, siva, armanta and peijun for making me happy played with them until 4+ den took lots of pics.. posted on facebook... see them to busstop and walk back home using long way as i knw tat if i go home early my tears will come out de... so 5+ den reach home but still cried.. :'( tink of him our memories and wat happen i seriously cnt control my tears... cried every night... haizzz :'( i cried again when im posting tis i cried... :( smile is easy but why jus i cant smile in front of u all when im feel like crying or wat?!?!?! why?!?!?! i really dun knw le wat should i do??? wat i need do so i cn forget u??? wat cn i do to make myself happier??? i seriously dun knw wat smile happy all those good things mean le i oni knw wat sad cry all those sad thing means??? haizzz....
posted by nickname:piggy on 7:24 PM