Saturday, April 3, 2010

to hwee fang,
relax arh dun suicide arh.... if i cut i dun tell you haha.... jkjk if u die careen will find me 1 i also dun wan her to come find me haha so RELAX!!! girl

btw 2day all day at hta sianzz lor need to run here run there haha do drills the whole day jus bath ok reach home like 9+ sianzzz 2day i very guai nvr cut my hand... i wonder who cares of me tat much and hu are the 1 who always act in front of me bt behind me is fake fake 1 i really wonder...if u all wan to see hw my hand look like u cn go my profile at facebook and den u will saw it haha if u wan to scold me or watever jus say to me dun need put inside yr heart ok?? i really dun mind if u all say things about me bt i jus wan u all tell me personally ok??? i really jus wan u all to come n make me cheerup i really wan by tis wednesday settle finish all the things lor i promise alot of people le i will "TRY" not to cut bt u all knw im very stress out of tis kind of small little thing became so big because of tat i go cut sry to those who care about me and comfort me alot bt in the end i still cnt cheerup dun knw y...

to c,
i say dun wan settle u say 1 ok nvm tis wednesday if the thing all havent settle yet my jie will come slap u or wat i dun knw i oni knw nw is tat i cnt cheerup all because of u.... u knw tat i bett u dun knw tat at all nvm i dun care wat le i jus wan u tis comin wednesday u will at least say something nt sry i heard tis very long time le i sianzz alrdy after tis comin wednesday i maybe will nt cut le because if the thing settle le i maybe will cheerup bt if nt settle i will still cuting i will not let u knw everything about me le.....seriously speakin i hate u all u knw is to make me into trouble..... nvm if nt settle my jie slap u nvm i get suspend i dun mind at all i will be happy indeed because i dun need to see u for a few day... tats all i say about u i dun feel like thinking watever thing happen to u and me bt i jus cnt forget keep on flashing on my mind

to those who care about me,
seriously i dun knw y i cut myself u all say is about careen i tink so also... 1 jie say nvm i will settle with u all the prob dun cut le....
next 1 say i will cut if u cut yrself ok nvm
next 1 say i will suicide if u cut yrself (i wont let u knw if i cut)
next 1 say nothin
i appreciate all tis bt i scared the last 1 saying nothin to me i scared ltr she dun knw will do wat
most scared 1 is the if u cut i suicide i wan to say to u "dun like tat tink ok??? i scared u really will do it bt.... i really appreciate like wat i say jus now nothin cn change the fact if she say all the truth to me or who i dun knw i jus knw tat i dun wan to lose u as a friend ok???" i now dun knw wat to do sianzzz i try not to do this kind of thing le ok???
posted by nickname:piggy on 10:33 PM