Friday, April 2, 2010

2day cnt control myself cut 1 at my upper hand so when wearing shirt cn cover it countered total 11 cut le wish the 9 cut at my lower hand will be ok soon....i tink sch goin to have a spot check soon i scared ltr teacher find out le ask here ask there nag nag nag sianzzz npcc training ley scared ci saw it le den same as teacher ask alot of question if havent ok i will skip np until my lower hand okay..... y must tis kind of people like me who dun even cherish life stay in tis kind of world sia i hate myself i hate you i hate everything happen to me sia my god sises tell me dun be so emo because they saw me at sch emoemo bt wat cn i do u all tell me dun tink of tat thing bt i cnt forget cn anybody teach me???i dun care i must settle everything by next week if nt i goin to make myself into more things.... everyday at sch see u... u call me i answer wat u tell me i hack care bt u still continue talkin u knw tat....hu cn help me... pull me out from tis kind of situation i gonna be sure tat i will nt do well for tis year examsss i gonna drop to 2ta le.. mum dun care me at all help tis y all the people cn have their parents love bt i cnt wat u oni knw is throw me at home and come back at midnight or worse didnt come back at all stay outside with yr friend....
i jus wanna parent love bt i cant y???

to r,
i dun knw wat happen to u tis few day at sch ... u cn tell me and nt cut yr hand although nt as many as me bt i jus dun wanna my best friendsss like u to get hurt no matter wat u cn tell me everything i cn help u jus remember do well for yr exam ok?? u still gt peijun, jingwen, celestine i tis class u dun need pei me i say i wanna go express u say u wan tto follow me in order for me not to get bully bt u remember almost all yr best friends is in 2nb and not 2e2 or 2e1 or 2ta i dun care i get bully anot i jus dun wan u all my bestie and jies and friends to get hurt understand???
listen to me dun cut le will make u worse...

i oni cn persuade my friends and jies and bestie bt y i cnt persuade myself arh?? 2day tell shalini everything thought she will nag at me or scold me bt she didnt say anything i scared she dun wanna say out and put inside her heart u cn scold me i dun mind i also will feel better bt y u dun wan to scold or shout at me???u oni will make me worried about u alot of people sick 2day shalini hwee fang and careen i wish i sunday sick so monday tuesday dun need go sch..... and i wont be emo and cut my hand again....
posted by nickname:piggy on 9:45 PM